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[Jul. 21st, 2008|03:20 pm]

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I felt something is wrong with me.
I don't know why.
Felt so restless and depressed.
I just felt something is wrong with me.
I look different in something else.
I just feel like I can't do anyting with myself.
I just feel like crying my heart out ):
Boy, where are you when I needed you so much?
I miss you so.

I felt that I'm nothing to you.
You don't treat me as your friend.
All thanks to you cause I felt depressed.

I felt nothing from right and wrong.
Maybe you're right and I'm wrong.
I couldn't give myself a second chance.
I've no idea why.
Or maybe I should give up on what I'm doing

I'm sorry people if I didn't come online the past few weeks. My aunt just passed away yesterday at 2pm. Kinda sad though. She died of cancer): Feel like

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[Jul. 17th, 2008|09:54 pm]

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Long post eh? Well, I'm not using my own computer. I'm using my brother's computer.

4/1/2008;Friday
School was alright I guess? Nothing much happened. Had EBS lesson with Big Mac and Ms Alvina. EBS lesson was okay?! Not so boring cause it's a new subject to us. I think I can't remember what happened. So shall jump to dismissal time. Headed down to the canteen to have lunch. After lunch, went out of school to look for Shina. She was suppose to meet me at 2pm and she was late for a few minutes. So, she gave me her guides 07 camp tee and saint catherine house tee. Than guides starts at about 230pm and had attendance taking. After attendance taking, headed down to the basement to do gudget making for CCA fair next week after camp. And guides ended at about 5plus?! Than Adeline, me and Joleen going Compass. While walking half way, than Joleen's father came to sent her back home. So, left me and Adeline. So we walked to Compass than headed down to the basement to meet Mr Chan cause he want to treat me and Adeline ice cream from Swensens. Saw Jin Ming and Pei Hua too. So, went into Mcdonald to finished up my ice cream. So, asked Jin Ming and Pei Hua to join us. And so, I started telling alot of jokes to make them laugh. Played ice shooting :) than Jin Ming and Pei Hua went off first. than left me and Adeline again. Had dinner at McDonald and bused back home.

5/1/2008;Saturday
Woke up at around 8 plus?! The ate breakfast and watch television. LOL! Then changed up and cabbed down to Hougang Interchange to meet Li Ting mei. Than went to redo my new ez link card cause my old ez link card was spoilt. Than went to Hougang Mall to have lunch at McDonald. Cherie was working there so chatted with her about guides stuff. And next week after camp will be having CCA fair. Than headed to Time Zone. Was suppose to play DDR but the machine got problem. So went to play racing car with Li Ting mei. Than headed down to Charmelon cause Li Ting mei wants to buy her comb. Than went to The Bluez and Li Ting mei bought one ear ring. Than headed up to Time Zone to check the DDR machine. And finally it was fixed. AND I GET TO PLAY DDR! Played more than 5 games and bused back home.

7/1/2008;Monday
EBS lesson with Big Mac alone was okay. Her lesson wasn't boring at all. After EBS lesson, I don't quite remember what lesson was that. Recess, ate nothing much. After recess, was either CPA or english. Should be CPA. So CPA teacher was Mr Chang and Mrs Gay. Quite funny lar both of them. After CPA lesson was english lesson. And Ms Koh gave us detention for 5 minutes. WHAT THE HELL!

8/1/2008;Tuesday
First 2 period was FA which is Art and F&N, So seperated class. Mrs Khoo was our art teacher. nee dto buy alot of art stuff. And the rest of the day, lesson was okay. Camp is TOMORROW!YAY!

9/1/2008;Wednesday
Woke up at 545am. Wash up and all. Waited for dad till around 630am and he sent me to school. Reached school around 645am? Went to talk to my junior, Ivy. Than Adeline come and find me at 1A's table. Than look for Joleen and headed up to the hall. And Joleen wants me and Adeline to accompany her to look for Mrs Wong. And Mrs Wong told her to go back because she has the doctor's medication's reason. And she still wants me and Adeline to accompany her down. So me and Adeline accompanied her down. Than she went off. Than headed up to the hall by using another staircase. Saw those instructors(: Haha! Than after assembly, we were told to go down to the canteen. And instructor Jeremy told everybody whose our instructor. So, our instructor was instructor Eugene. And instructor Eugene wants us to have our group name. But, got no idea. So, everyone agrees with our group name, Victory. Than Mrs Wong told me to og General Office to collect our camp tee. And our camp tee was in blue colour. Than headed up to the bus and there are 2 camera girls which is our ex seniors. Their names were Fitri and Felicia. reach the bottle tree park at don't know what time. Than went to the basketball court to seat and put out bags. We were seated according to classes. So, our class 3A was group 1. And instructor Jeremt told the rest of the instructor to introduce themselves. Than after their introduction, instructor Eugege bought us tithis place don't know call what lar. Than he gave us one cloth to design our flag. Did cheers and alot of stuff. Than after that, tent pitching. After our tent pitching, lunch. Lunch was okay. Haha! Didn't eat much though. After lunch, was Amazing Race. Amazing Race was tiring. Running everywhere like crazy. Lots of walking at Yi Shun. Than we walk till the North Point shopping centre. So, instructor Eugene treat us 7 eleven skupee with the flavour peach and apple. And he wants us to finish up the drink in 3 minutes time. Drank slupee till my brain was freeze. Haha! Than walked back to the bottle tree park. Knew one instructor. Her name was instructor Ika. After that wash up and have dinner. Didn't eat muhc for dinner cause food not nice. After dinner was night activities. The games was so called kidnappy. LOL! Ran everywhere like crazy. Played lots of game. After the night activitie is debrief, supper and lights out at 11pm.

10/1/2008;Tuesday
Second day of camp! Woke up at 7am. Than brush teeth. knew another instructor named Cheryl. Both instructor Ika and instructor Cheryl were nice. Had morning exercise. Massage shoulder. Than breakfast. Ask instructor Ika to seat with me. Talk about alot of things and laugh alot. After breakfast, played captains ball. Scored high points. After captains ball was lunch. So seat with instructor Ika to seat with me again. Was suppose to ask instructor Cheryl to join us, but she was with her group. After lunch was water activities. And instructor Dee was the first one to get into the water. Than followed by instructor Cheryl. And instructor Cheryl fell into the water alot of times. Haha! Cute luh she. After water activities was wash up. Heavy rain poured down. Than our tent was flooded with water. Bags wet, clothes wet, sleeping bags wet and shoes wet. Stupid rain! And than, the rain finally stopped. After wash up was dinner. Seat with instructor Ika. I've gotten her email. Damn easy to remember. Than chatted with instructor Cheryl. Gave her my number and it's a secret. Muahahahha! Best friend was instructor Ika and instructor Cheryl. She's damn cute please.
CAMPFIRE!!!!!! And it was fun! Seat with Adeline, Ms Alvina, Ms Alvina's friend and Mrs Wong. And when Adeline's class went down to perform, instructor Cheryl came to seat with me for awhile and she went off. We're the last class to perform in Group A. And group A stans for Alpha? Hui Yan was my dancing partner. Haha/1 Than me and Hui Yan haven even get ready for the dance yet and then so fast start the song. Than continue where the song is. After all the performance, there was the game called mirror game. Damn funny please. Laugh non stop. And group Alpha won the game. Yay! After campfire was debrief and supper. Instructor Eugene gave us anther tent. So, we pitch the tent at the basketball court. Plus lights out at 12am. Chatted anf photo taken with best friend, instructor Cheryl. Love her lots and she's damn good lar. Sent me to my tent to sleep.

11/1/2008;Friday
Last day of camp!): breakfast with bestfriend, instructor Ika again(: than we eat, talk and laugh. Than best friend instructor Cheryl jon us. And I remind instructor Ika about another instructor named "He Hor Heh". LOL! And I was like "Hello, instructor Hor Heh!" Than another instructor told me that he have got alot of nick names like "He Hor Heh" and "rocky horse". Funny luh.
Cutting post short!
When the camp end, bused back to school and bused back home.

I MISS INSTRUTOR IKA AND INSTRUCTOR CHERYL! NO MORE EATING, TALKING AND LAUGHING WITH IKA AND NO MORE LATE CHATTING WITH CHERYL!!):

Other post will be up soon.

[Jan. 14th, 2008|02:23 pm]

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Hello world!
I've been mia-ing for so long and I'm back here to post. Haha! Well, I just don't feel like coming online and posting anymore cause it's not worth it? LOL! Anyway, people out there, if you guys are worried about me, don't worry, I'm find. You can text me if you want to. Haas!
Don't think I'm here to blog that means I will be coming online okay. Haas! If you guy out there really miss me, you can call me to talk to me. My phone is 24/7 on(:
Well, I got to go. Bye!

[Jan. 4th, 2008|08:19 pm]

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Hello world!(:
This morning, when Susanna came to school, I started to tease her. Like SUSANNA LIKE GLENN AND GABRIEL LIKE SUSANNA! LOL! Damn fun teasung her luh. Lessons starts today. First period was English. Then at 830am, went for photo taking. After photo taking, went back to Ms Koh's homeroom for English lesson again. After English lesson was Elements of Business Skills(EBS). Big Mac and Ms Alvina teach us. Then, recess. Ate and went up for CME(RE) lesson. Went round looking for Michelle, Alexandrea, Bianca, Anne and Samantha with Adeline. Then, Ms Raj wants me to call Yan Mei up for RE lesson. RE lesson was quite boring. After CME lesson was EMath. Did question paper. And it was damn easy. Had quiz after that. Then school ended at 135pm today. Headed down to Ms Koh's homeroom to put our bags and headed down to the canteen with Joleen. Then, ate lunch and waited for Shina outside school bus stop cause she want to pass me her guides 07 camp tee and saint catherine house tee.
Guides started at about 230pm. Had attendance taking. Cherly came today. Then, did gudget making for the CCA fair next week after camp. Guides ended at about 5plus so me, Adeline and Joleen went to Compass. But, Joleen was suppose to follow us to Compass but, her dad was fetching her back home. So she didn't follow us. So left me and Adeline. We walk there. Reached Compass, saw Bing Da kor kor. Then headed down to basement cause me and Adeline meeting Mr Chan outside Swensense. So, Mr Chan treated me and Adeline ice cream(:
Went in to McDonald and saw Pei Hua and Jin Ming. So, ask them to seat with me and Adeline. Had lots of laugthers and I was starting my ice and frise shooting. LOL! Damn funny. Haf McDonald for dinner. After dinner, bus back home. I'm so SLEEPY and I felt so RESTLESS. I've no idea why either)):

Happy 10th Month Anniversary Lame Partner! You're my one and only Lamp Partner; Appolonia!!!!

Being too wondered around you.

[Jan. 4th, 2008|12:39 am]

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I can't bloody go to bed right now cause I can't even sleep. ROAR! Felt sleepy but couldn't sleep that's why come back online. Will be editing photos when I'm free. And my ez link card was spoilt 2 days ago and I have to bloody use this temporary card and it's an adult card.The card inside got $3 given. Bloody hell chatting with this guy so called Jave. And he reply damn bloody slow like bloody grandfather tortise. And I don't know why I'm always using bloody this word. LOL! No idea of it. Well, setting off to bed soon. There's school tomorrow and lessons starts. Plus cca. Boy, tell me your answer before 5pm okay! OH SHIT! GOING TO 1AM ALREADY!!!

No matter what;
I will still wait for you.
I can't let you get hurt.
Only me who can get hurt.
I can't leave you alone just one side.
Cause I'll be there everytime.
I can't don't talk to you, cause you're the one who I always talk to.
I can't see you and you can't see me is cause we stay in a different estate.
GOODNIGHT LOVE! :x

[Jan. 3rd, 2008|08:34 pm]

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Today, school was alright I guess? LOL! First thing in the morning, had service prayer in the hall. The prayer was about Christmas. Well, today is the 10th day of Christmas. After service prayer, headed up to the gym for the camp talk. Received the camp kit list. Not much thing to bring for camp. After the talk, went for recess. After recess, headed up to the hall for some talks by Mrs Crossley. Lots of talks till most of the people were fell asleep. And talked half way, Mrs Crossley talked to us about the "bra" thingy again -.- can't even wear coloured sports bra. Haiyoyoyoyoyo!!!!! Then wear lighter colour lor. This principal very irritating. And Mrs Crossley says that they are going to build the 4 story high Indoor Sports Hall for the whole school. How COOL! Then back to our common test venue. Did some work and was all done(: LOL! Then school ended at 135pm today. Went for a few seconds or few minutes of guides meeting. Collected the guides consent form. There is alot of things for us to do >:( ROAR! The new guides meeting time is every Friday from 230pm - 630pm.
4 Jan (tomorrow) - Sec One CCA Fair Preparation
18 Jan - Sec One CCA Fair. All to attend
25 Jan - CCA Commence
15 Feb - Total Defence Day
20 Feb - Thinking Day Ceremony Rehearsal(345pm to 6pm)
21 Feb - Thinking Day Celebration in school at morning assembly (full uniform)
23 Feb - National celebration of World Thinking Day, Tentative time & venue 1130am to 530pm, Singapore Indoor Stadium
29 Feb - Combined Uniform Groups Sec One Welcome
7 Mar - Sports Day
15 Mar - Hike; Outdoor, Environment Conservation.
28 Mar - CCA Commence
30 Mar - 90th Anniversary Fund Raising Dinner at the Conrad Centennial Singapore
15 Apr - Passing Out Parade in school during assembly
18 Apr - Last CCA session before SA1. CCA resumes in Term 2 Week 9
16 May - North Division Day competition prearation (Only for selected girls, Namelist to be confirmed.)
21 May - Camp preparation
24 May - North Division Day
26 May - Camp Preparation
28 to 30 May - Girl Guides Annual Camp at Camp Christine
21 Jun - Girl Guides Walkaton
27 Jun - CCA Commence, Combined UG Farewell party
17 Aug - Outing: BBQ
22 Aug - Inter patrol Competition
27 Aug - Cluster activity:Sign language workshop
12 Sep - CCA Commence
19 Sep - Last CCA session before SA2, CCA resumes on 17 Oct, Attendance for CCA after 19 Sep 2008 will be accounted for 2009 CCA attendance.
17 Oct - Preparation for 2009 CCA Fair;2009 Thinking Day competiton
20 Oct - Preparation for 2009 CCA Fair;2009 Thinking Day competiton
22 Oct - Sec 3 guides - preparatin for Total Defence Day 2009 program
23 Oct - Court of Honour - Looking ahead (All patrol leaders and guiders to attend)
Oct/Nov - Preparation for Nov combined UG adventure
Oct/Nov - Combined UG Bonding, educational adventure

After school, went to Hougang Mall with Jancy. So took bus 88 with Divya, Michelle, Samantha and Azura. Then we alight at the bus stop outside Punggol Primary together. Then me and Jancy walked to Hougang Mall. Met her mother and went to McDonald for lunch. Her mum treated me(: saw 2 graduated people. And it's very obvious. I know them and they know me. LMAO LMAO! Headed up to Popular cause Jancy want to buy her English Textbook and Workbook. Lessons are starting tomorrow. And I've BIG MAC'S LESSON TOMORROW! Which is EBS. ROAR! I bet that she will book me and Joleen cause of our ear sticks.

[Jan. 2nd, 2008|09:29 pm]

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Today is the first day of school. But, school was boring? LOL! Well, today was the unlucky day for me. Had booking from big mac cause my hair was short? She's blind I think. Now, no more yellow and pink form. New colour. Blue colour. Cool right?! -.- And the school rules totally change. Changed alot. Late coming less than 30 mins;30 mins detention(minimum). Beteween 30 to 60mins;1 hour detention.(minimum). More than 60mins;according to the length of time the student was late. And one gothic thing is. We can't even wear coloured sports bra. Must be normal bra. No stringed bra. What the hell. Must well we don't wear anything >:( I just hate the first day of school today. But well, Mrs Wong and Ms Alvina is our form teacher. Plus the class voted for 2 monitors. For temporary/the time being. So the class voted for me and Mages. Joan transfered school heard from Joelle says that she transfered to Woodlands Secondary. Lots of form to fill in today. Own personal details. Plus next week is our level camp. And our camp will be at the Bottle Tree Park in Yishun. Today and tomorrow special day cause no lesson. Guides will be starting this Friday. And Friday will be starting our lesson. Got EBS and big mac is our teacher. Gotten our new timetable.
Monday - 3 periods of EBS, 2 periods of EMATH, 3 periods of CPA and 2 periods of English
Tuesday - 2 periods of Art/F & N, 2 periods of English, 1 period of PE, 2 periods of EMATH, 2 periods of CD and afer that Assembly
Wednesday - 3 periods of CPA, 1 period of EMATH, 2 periods of Chinese and 2 periods of English
Thursday - 4 periods of Art/F & N, 1 period of Chinese, 1 period of EMATH, 1 period of English, 2 periods of PE and 1 period of EMATH
Friday - 2 periods of English, 3 periods of EBS, 2 periods of CME and 2 periods of EMATH

EBS teachers will be - Ms Daphne Teo(big mac) & Ms Alvina
EMATH teacher will be - Mrs Wong
CPA teachers will be - Mrs Pamela Gay and Mr Chris Chang
English teacher will be Ms Peony Koh
FA(Art/F&N) - Mrs Khoo and ??
PE teacher will be - Ms Chow(turtle chow)
Chinese teacher will be - Mrs Molly Liau
CME(RE) teacher will be - Ms Alvina and Ms Mary

See that big mac face for don't know how many days and how many periods and her face was damn bloody boring. How to survive my lesson with her? Haiyoyo! I cant kill her man! I bet that Monday's EBS lesson will be BORING! Cause she's the one and only big mac teaching on Monday >>>:(((

[Jan. 1st, 2008|11:22 am]

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[	Current Music	\|	Wait For You	]

Goodbye 2007 & Hello 2008!(:

Happy New Year World!:DD

Well, it's 2008 now. I hope 2008 will be a better year for me, my friends and for my cousin too. And school's starting tomorrow! Yay! Get to see all my crazy fellows[= And finally, I get to see my LINGs & LAUGHTERs CLIQUE! I miss them damn bloody much lar.

Daddy, PLEASE come back soon! You have not signed my REPORT BOOK and I have to hand in tomorrow to my form teacher. & I was told to bring $9 tomorrow. $5 for the SPO and $4 for the photo taking. Ehs, I wonder what photo taking is that. Oh well, forget it(:

BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!:DD

[Dec. 31st, 2007|09:34 pm]

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Did nothing much today. Sigh~): leg muscle still hurts! Can't even walk properly. Shit luh. Today is the last day of year 2007. And I hope that year 2008 will be a better year then year 2007. Hope there will be no more heartbreak for me. I REALLY HATE YEAR 2007! IT'S SUCKS TO THE CORE! LIFE AND LOVE REALLY DAMN FUCKING SUCKS! And I hope this won't happen to me ever again. But everything they do will repeat alot of time. ROARS! Will be back later.

(no subject)	[Dec. 30th, 2007\|11:12 pm]
Today nothing much. Went Compass Point with mum. Bought daddy's New Year's clothing. Saw Xin Yen at Metro. Bought lots of things today. I bought new alarm clock. It's so cool. The alarm clock got USB cable and can put CD inside plus radio(: I LOVE IT! Short post for today:DD Back to school soon.
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[Dec. 30th, 2007|01:07 am]

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Today was a fun and tiring day. Had my hair cut today. Firstly, was suppose to meet Li Ting mei at 11am but she woke up late so meet her at 1215pm. And I was suppose to meet her at 1215pm, in the end, we ended up meeting each other 12plus. Then, I messaged Kelvin daddy and he say that he was on his way and he told me to go walk walk first then after that when he reach le will message me. Meet Li Ting mei outside McDonald at Hougang Mall. Then, we headed up to Time Zone to play. I played ddr(: Then met Kelvin daddy outisde Time Zone. Haas! Then, went to NTUC or Cold Storage to buy alcohol. Ask kelvin daddy to pay for me and I was like searching my wallet in my bag for so damn bloody long and I lost my wallet. Then, we went up to the Time Zone to look for it but cannot find then went to the counter and ask. And that guy so ma fan luh. Ask for my IC to make sure that wallet is mine but I didn't bring my IC along. So, I asked him to check my Popular card and he was like asking my full name. ROAR! And I finally got back my wallet. Then waited for cousin so long and went to the coffee shop and eat. Damn funny lar. LOL! Then, saw car accident. Luckily the driver never get injured. And FINALLY, cousin came. She pass me her things that she wanted to give me. Then, trained down to Bugis and change so many trains. LOL! From Hougang Mall change to City Hall then from City Hall change to Dhoby Ghuat and from Dhoby Ghuat to Bugis. Woahs~ Can die luh like that! Then went to meet Ngor di and her friend Rebecca. Both of then were bungs. Cool man! And inside the train to Bugis, was damn funny. Cousin had her hair drop too many strength. And I was being too lame I told cousin that how come her shirt and grow hair de. LOL! Went round Bugis to look for things to buy and I bought another Zinc sling bag. Then train down to Compass Point with Li Ting mei and Ngor di. Played Time Zone again. Haas! Met Shina outside Seven Eleven. Then Adeline came and we walked to interchange and Li Ting mei went off. So, bused to my house and help my brother to buy things. Then, hurry chiong home to pass my brother his things and chiong out of the house and cabbed down to Compass Point again to meet Raudah, Esther and Vivien. They damn funny luh. Make me laugh non stop. Then bus back home again. played water bomb and Shina's whole body was wet. Then, bathe and BBQ our food. Damn nice luh(: And I bought Esther around outside my house tellinh everyone that Esther is my girlfriend. Haha! Then my brother thought is real want. LOL! Actually is fake girlfriend. Then Adeline, Raudah, Esther and Vivien left my house at 11pm. So, left Ngor di and Shina. Then Ngor di fetch Shina back home. LOL!

To Esther, Raudah and Vivien ; Hey, thanks for your present. I love that Piglet alot(:

I think I shall go to bed now. Damn sleepy. * Some photos are up in my blogger.

Happy 2nd Month Anniversary Chatting Partner!

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[Dec. 29th, 2007|12:00 am]

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[	Current Music	\|	Never Let You Go - Janice	]

Hello world!
Didn't go work today cause I was required not to go work. So, bused down to grandma house. Did nothing much only sleep, eat and watch television. Then around 4pm - 5pm, Ms Teo (not big mac) called. She told me that 2nd Jan on the Wednesday to be in school by 730am. Why not 830am? Roar! Must be the new principal's decision luh. Was told to bring 2 items. Haas! Hope our form teacher will still be Mrs Khoo luh. Tonight dinner with the whole family. Cool huh? Mummy, daddy, brother, sister in law plus my nephew.
Tomorrow will be meeting Li Ting mei at 11am at Compass Point. Will be cutting hair and trained down to Hougang Mall to meet Kelvin daddy and cousin. Kelvin daddy says that if cousin is late, she will treat us. And cousin told me, Kelvin daddy comfirm will late tomorrow. So, I don't know who will be late. Maybe I'll be late. Not sure(: Can't wait for eyebrown piercing tomorrow! Yay!
He called me just now. Talking about that penguin. LOL! Cousin is sad. So, I told her to call me. So that I can conference together with him. His voice sounds girlish :x and I was not suppose to say. Oh well, hope he won't kil me yeah? The Di and the On. LOL! COUSIN, PLEASE CHEER UP YEAH? TOMORROW OUTING I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU SAD OKAY? IF YOU SAD, YOU KNOW WHAT I'M GONNA ASK YOU TO DO OKAY! I LOVE YOU(:

[Dec. 27th, 2007|09:28 pm]

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Hello hello hello!(:
Today, mummy give me one day off from work. So, will be going to work tomorrow. Last day of work tomorrow cause next week start school already. Roar! I'm gonna miss lunching with Hui Ru and Mavis): Miss chatting with them while we walk together for lunch. 1st Jan New Year and 2nd Jan back to school. Haven even pack my bag yet. LOL! Anyway, last minute then I will do it cause I'm too damn lazy. Haas! Heard from people say that Mrs Khoo might be our form teacher once again. Oh and yes, just now was damn angry with someone you know or don't know. Well, someone just said my brother selfish. And she herself selfish also. People ask for one piece of paper her answer is "no". Ask for one paper also will die. Then her reason will be "I REALLY CANNOT. IF MY GRANDPA KNOW, HE WILL SCOLD ME." Everything, she depend on her grandpa. If not, her dad, her mum, her sister and her friends. So, I've decided, next time she got problem, I'm not gonna help. I shall ignore her.
Mummy just messaged me. She told me I off from work tomorrow. So, that means my last day of work is yesterday): Hui Ru, I miss you! I miss lunching with you. Miss joking and laughing with you. ROARS! I wanna go work tomorrow))):
Boy, why are you not online? I never talk to you for so long. Only this morning. You sms me. And I think, I should remind you again. Don't sms me in the middle of the night(: Okay! Come online quick! I'm missing you every second!
ILOVEYOU! :x

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[Dec. 27th, 2007|11:25 am]

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Hey world! I will be mia-ing later on. So don't miss me(: I'm like now feeling so emotional shit now): I don't know why. Boy, why are you not online? I miss talking to you. You look so cute when you smsed me. Messaged me in the middle of the night eh? Cool hor? LOL! And sorry for replying your sms late cause I slept like a pig. Hahaha!
And I haven scold that penguin yet luh. Sms me at 7am plus while I was sleeping. Shit her luh. Then my dream went disappear and the dream was so bloody nice luh. BOY BOY! I MISS YOU SO(:

Since that you don't need me,
since that you don't love me,
I will walk away slowly;
if only you know how much you meant to me.

How can I forget you when your always on my mind?
How can I not want you when your all I want inside?
How can I let you go when I can't see us apart?
How can I not love you when you control my heart?

[Dec. 26th, 2007|08:10 pm]

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[	Current Music	\|	Dang Ni - Cyndi Wang Xing Ling	]

Hello world(:
I'm damn tired during work today. Full of typings and I almost fell asleep during work. But luckily, I still have songs to keep me awake(: Lunch today was with Mavis, Hui Ru, brother and his friend? LOL! Ate junk food today again. Left mum's work place at about 5plus? Then car-ed down to fetch sister in law and nephew. Working tomorrow again): Can I don't go work? I'm sleepy and tired. Cause Priscilla wants me to stay with her late at night to chat with her yesterday. Haas! Yesterday, Kelvin daddy wants me to find time to accompany Chanelle ah gong to pub this Saturday. But, me and my cousin so small size. We don't even look like we're 16 years old. LOL! And today create one new clique for myself. Called Spencers Clique(: Cousin joined(: 261207 is loved :DD

Boy, you're away for too long already. I miss you. You're the best of the best boy(: I just need you in my life. I see your true colours. Seeing you just give me a big smile on my face. But, I felt so sad and restless. I don't know why either. Can you take away my sadness in me? I hope you could(:

Hello Part Time Girlfriend(:
I miss you lots lots and hell lots. Outing soon aye?ILOVEYOU PLENTY PLENTY AND MUCH PLENTY MORE(:

Now, it's the 4th month you left):
My heart has not mended yet.

(no subject)	[Dec. 25th, 2007\|10:44 pm]
Pubbing with Kelvin daddy and Chanelle ah gong. Boy, Are you sure you're coming to my brother's bbq this Saturday? Cause Valerie is not coming. Hope you're coming. Hey boy, I love you still. You're my best eye candy I ever had & you're the best person ever too! ILOVEYOU BOY! Eye candy got CHAMPION for 42.195km run. Boy, you're the best! You're much more better than someone else's guy. Boy, give me time yeah? I need time to overcome that HUMAN! I don't think, I can let that person off my mind. I'M REAL SORRY B! Or let me tell you this, I let you off my mind first and I'll get back to you okay? Hope you don't mind. Like what I've said. You told me that it's you not don't like me cause we haven know each other well. But, I'll get to see you this Saturday and you'll get to know me and I'll get to know you. And why you offline so fast? Haven even talk to you for like one hour then you offline already. And I know, it's your training and all. And now, I knew you a little bit(: You're a very busy boy with trainings. You love basketball and soccer. And I know my HANDSOME BOY is PRO! CHAMPION for 42.195km RUN! Go boy, I'm supporting you(: Merry X'mas boy! Happy 7th Month Anniversary McDonald Partner. You're my one and only McDonald Partner;Jancy Rani(:
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[Dec. 25th, 2007|05:31 pm]

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Shopping with mummy today. I think I too girly already. Bought surfing girls jacket when I'm a bung but anyway, I'm still a girl. My human body. LOL! And I love that jacket alot!!! But I still want to get what I want and what I need. I need to pierce more ear hole. But, will be piercing my eye brown this Saturday. Outing with cousin and Adeline this Saturday. Will be cutting my hair too(: Since that Joleen don't wanna turn straight, I'll accompany her till she turns straight. And I think, I've to let go of him. Secret eh?
Cousin, if you read this, don't let Dion know that I'm letting him off my mind. Promise aye?! Back to school on 2nd Jan. It's like next week! Yay! Kelvin daddy is in China. ROAR! He owe me present ): I'm think skinned. LMAO! Working tomorrow? NONONO! Please no! But, lunch will be with Hui Ru and Mavis(:

I only want you for eternity.
A little faith brightens a rainy day,
life is difficult you can't go away.
Don't hide yourself in the corner.
Sun will shine, my love.

I love you more than any word can say.
I love you more than every action I take.
I will be right here loving you till the end.

Tomorrow is the day. The sadness day I can say.
This is what I can say,
4th month you left me will be tomorrow.
And I guess, I shall stop counting how long you left me.
It might be the same and it might not be the same.

[Dec. 25th, 2007|11:00 am]

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It's been long since I last updated haas! :DD Cause too lazy to come online that's why very long never update.

15/12/2007 Saturday;

Woke up at 9am this morning. Onlined awhile and went to change. Was suppose to meet Li Ting mei at 1045 and in the end, I ended meeting her at 11something. Met her at the MRT control station at Compass Point. After that, went to basement to the spec shop to collect my specs. Then, trained down to Vivo city. Walk around and went to handphone shop. After that went in to Toy R Us with Li Ting mei to look for cute soft toy. Bounced the basketball. Haas! Abit no air. Played the skate board. After that, went to look for the soft toys. Found the toy monkey, elmo and spongebob. Then, went to arcade to play racing car with Li Ting mei. Then down to Candy Empire to buy lots of chocolates and trained back to Compass Point. Met Yet Teng outside bubble tea store. And went to SingTel to look for phones. Cause I want to take the Nokia N81. Then. Li Ting mei wanted to buy shake frise then I help her to order and take away. After that, Li Ting mei went off so left me and Yet Teng. She gave me my birthday present which is one ear ring. Took 163 to the school bus stop and took 82 to Hougang Swimming Complex. Jay walked. Lucky no police. Went to the toilet to change to wear. Went to mid pool to swim. Swam a few laps. Haas! After that, bused 82 to Hougang Mall. Ate dinner and saw Santa. Went up to Time Zone. Bought one Time Zone card for 2 bucks. Then, looked for ddr. And there finally is ddr. So, played more than 5 games. Jump till my leg pain. And so, while I was jumping my ddr song name called speedover, lots of people were looking at me even small boy. And I saw one boy look like Benjamin kor but in the end, it's not him. LMAO! Bused abck to Compass Interchange and took 163 back home(:

Well, there are a few things that I want(:

- right ear piercing

- eye brown piercing

- lip piercing

- re-piercing ear bone

- body tattoo

- adidas shoes

- nike sling bag

- buy birthday present for my daddy sexy mummy

- spongebob soft toy

- that huge tortise

I want all those so badly):

Happy 16th Birthday To Li Ting mei and Sandra(Banana!) <333!

16/12/2007 Sunday;

Woke up at 7plus this morning and get ready to go for training. Training was okay but tiring. And that stupid girl was late 5 minutes. Well, training starts at 8am. Today training was 2 hours. COOL! Reached home at about 11something, mummy and daddy had gone to malaysia for wedding. So, left me, brother, sister in law and nephew. Was suppose to meet cousin today but, it was changed to next week. LOL! Kinda of tired after training. After that, went to coffee shop to buy lunch(: After lunched, bused down to grandma house. Watched television and sleep. Then, ate dinner and bused back home. Daddy and mummy will be back on Wednesday ): So long!

Special day today(: It's my daddy sexy mummy Kelvin(kelly) birthday!

Happy Birthday To Kelvin my lovely daddy sexy mummy! Your son love you many many!(:

17/12/2007 Monday;

Today is as usual(: Watched The Champion again. The swimming team Flying Fish won:DD How cool! Jency called me in the evening ask me to meet the rest of the leaders in Compass Point library tomorrow at 1pm. Haas! Mummy and daddy will be back tomorrow morning at 5am.

Hello boy,

It's been long since I talked to you in msn and it's been damn long since you messaged me. I told you not to sms me cause my phone bill explode. So yeah! I want you to know that I miss you alot. Tell me when are you free to meet up and I'll ask more people out too. And I want to thank you for sending me those sweet message that you send to me last time. Damn sweet of you. And I know every night before you sleep will send to me and now, you didn't send me cause you know I won't reply cause of my bill. So sorry yeah? I'll messge you soon. ILOVEYOU!(:

18/12/2007 Tuesday;

Daddy and mummy are back from Malaysia(: Haas! And mummy's birthday is coming. Oh no! I don't know what to give her. ROAR! Left house at 12plus and bused to Compass Point. Reached there at about 0105pm. Haas! So, went up to wait for Jency outside the library. So, saw Esmeralde. LOL! So, went down to basement to look for Jency, Shalini and Priya. Those 3 indian kiddo(: Saw Joey, Susanna and her friend in the photo shop. Susanna told me that Glenn today take his N level result. Haas! Like I don't know like that. Haiyo! So, later on me, Esmeralde, Jency, Shalini and Priya went up to the library to discuss these stupid proposal organise by the big mac. Done the time list. I incharge of day 2. Tiring luh. Luckily my day I/C is Jency. Haas! So, me and Jency have to start our job at 0700am till 01200am. ROAR! From the start we have to do dorm inspection at 0700am. 0720am roll call, 0740am physical training, 0800am breakfast (inclusive of clearing up), 0840am, team bonding games, 1000am footdrill, 1025am games/break, 1035am footdrill, 1100am lunch-outdoor cooking till 0100pm. Then from 0100pm till 0200pm don't know do what. Then from 0200pm treasure hunt, 400pm campfire prep, 0530pm dinner, 0615pm make up/getting ready, 0700pm arrival of guests, 0730 start of campfire end at 1000pm. 1000pm supper/bath time, 1145pm debrief and 1200am lights out/COH.

Woah! Can die lor like that. 1 day having 2 footdrills. First footdrill is 25minutes and secind footdrill is 15minutes. Like that I "mati kong ka kiao" already luh. Tsk~ But luckily, we never sleep with our patrols. So, I can sleep with Joleen. Yay!

Little boy, I miss you so):

19/12/2007 Wednesday;

Today is as usual. LMAO! Re-doing the UG Camp Proposal. ROAR! Used alot of paper >:( Watched The Champion today. Hees! Damn nice:DD I miss underwater world with brother and friends. And brother says when he's free from work, he will bring me and his friends to sentosa underwater world(: So after our trip to sentosa when he's free, during my school holidays, he will bring me and his friends into the sea for diving. How cool! Can't wait!

Mummy's birthday is tomorrow. I don't know what to give her): ROAR!

This friday Guides BBQ! Yay!

It's going to be 4 month because you left me.

20/12/2007 Thursday;

Today is Public Holiday which is my mummy's birthday. Haas! Went to Changi Village to have lunch with daddy, mummy, brother, sister in law, nephew and daddy's friend. After that, went to Compass Point cause mummy wanna buy high heel shoe. Then went to Best to buy fax machine. That fax machine is so damn bloody cool. Can print photos and it's water proof. LOL! Nothing much to buy. Dinner with daddy's friend again and Priscilla called me. Heeheex! Well, guids BBQ tomorrow! Can't wait!

4 MORE DAYS TO CHRISTMAS EVE

5 MORE DAYS TO CHRISTMAS

Happy 54th Birthday To You MUMMY!!!

21/12/2007 Friday;

Woke up at 9am sharp(: Met Adelineat Compass Point outside Cold Storage. Then, went in to buy one more packet of chicken wings plus 1 bottle of chilli sauce and 1 tomato sauce. Then, Adeline's dad fetch us there. Reached there too early. Haas! Waited for 3 hours plus for them, so we slept. Then finally, Joleen came. Went to rent bike. After that, Priscilla and Allison they all were lost. She called Adeline and we went to fetch them. So me and Joleen ride our bike and fetch them to our bbq place. Then, more and more people coming. LOL! I'm being too nice to fetch them to our bbq place and they didn't thank us): Pick up lots of sea shells. LMAO! And so, me and Adeline went to buy plastic bags and fill water. It was my decision. LOL! Throw the water bomb to Priscilla and she wet. Ate 2 cup noodles. Then, there is this 2 PRO ladies. Qian Yu and Rui Xin came last. And Rui Xin wants me and Adeline to finish up the pizza ordered by Jaclyn. So, told Rui Xin that we ate 2 cup noodles and she was like making so much noise with me -.- LOL! While me and Adeline were walking to the carpark to look for her dad, there is this malay guy, he damn funny luh. Copy whatever I talked. LOL! Cause I too kind too him already. Like I shout out anna's name. ANNA DING DONG BELL! And that malay guy will copy what I said. LOL! Reach home at about 12 something? Cool right?! LOL! Bathe and all and now, I'm all clean. YAY!

Photos will be up in blogger and i will be waiting for Priscilla and Joseleen to send me the photos[:

22/12/2007 Saturday;

Today is as usual. And Benny kor kor came to grandma house for awhile. Then around 2 plus, he went back home to pack his bag and off to the airport at 330pm. LOL!

Short post(:

23/12/2007 Sunday;

Today, woke up at 845am. Daddy and mummy left house at 9am to Malaysia again -.- Watched television. And followed brother and sister in law to my grandmother in law house plus my nephew. Ate lunch there and used internet there. Then, went to Parkway Parade to shop. Nothing much to buy. I WANT THAT NIKE SING BAG SO BADLY! ROARS~! Dinner and bused back home.

Tomorrow is christmas eve and tomorrow is San Ba Ah Hua gathering(: Yay! Then on christmas day, second bother will be bringing me and my nephew, Nicholas to Pasir Ris Park to rent bike[: Then, outing with cousin on Saturday to Bugis to pierce my eye brown. Cousin say pierce my eye brown should be around $5++ Then, Saturday night, is pose christmas day BBQ at my house. So, brother wants me to ask me friend to come. So if they come, they have to bring their own food to BBQ(:

2 MORE WEEKS BACK TO SCHOOL! I GOT TO SEE MY LINGs AND LAUGHTERs CLIQUE LE! YAY YAY YAY!

My love for you remains there. I will not give up on you.

Loving you is what I want.

Being together with you is what I want.

Giving me a chance or not, you decide.

If you want me to give up on you,

tell me. I'll try to do as you told me to do so.

24/12/2007 Monday;

Woke up at 11plus this morning? Then same old thing luh. Went to grandma house. Then was suppose to watched the 6pm show on channel u but then the show ended already. So sad! Then watched the new show in channel u. Grandma went to church for christmas eve mass.

And today is San Ba Ah Hua gathering. Didn't go today. Sorry guys! See you soon. And Kelvin daddy is going overseas tomorrow): I'm sure gonna miss him.

CHRISTMAS DAY IS TOMORROW!

Mum don't allow me to go Pasir Ris Park with second brother tomorrow): Then I shall go out with first brother tomorrow. Tomorrow, first brother will be going Pasir Ris Giant to buy stuff for BBQ on Saturday. Can't wait till this Satudray!

2 more days is you left me 4th month. I'm HURT badly):

[Dec. 15th, 2007|12:15 am]

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Happy Belated 8th Month Anniversary Seeing Partner! You are my one and only Seeing Partner;Jaclyn Chan Jia Ling!ILOVEYOU!:DD

Busy writing songs. So, won't be online[:

[Dec. 14th, 2007|09:05 pm]

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Okay, so I'm back here to post. Stayed at home the whole day to watched my dvds but didn't watch vcds. Watched Death Note 1 & 2 after that, Hana Kimi after Hana Kimi, The Maid after The Maid, I Not Stupid Too. But I didn't watched all just watched abit. After that, meet my brothers to have basketball match(: And our group won. Went home at about 545pm. Watched television the 6pm show The Champion on Channel U.

Guides BBQ date was changed to 21 December. Next Friday. Yay! Can't wait((: Delia and Priscilla owe me present :DD And my things is with Xin Yen now):

Boy, I'm noting to give up on you.
It's just that I need sometime to overcome someone.
I need time to know you better.
And I hope, everything is not too late(: